Selasa, 20 Juni 2017

Alienated


Di dalam sebuah perkumpulan, entah itu perkumpulan teman,arisan, geng, sahabat, boyband, girlband, :P pasti aja ada satu orang yang menjadi alienated. Aku gatau kenapa itu selalu ada
And how silly they are udah tau mereka jadi alienated, kenapa masih mau aja berkumpul sama perkumpulan tersebut. Kenapa tidak membuat perkumpulan sendiri. Ya maybe perkumpulan para alienated. Is it sounds weird? I think no. karena mereka mempunyai kesamaan yaitu alienated. So mereka bisa menyatukan pikiran, visi, misi, dan interest mereka kan?
Kenapa mereka masih mau menghadiri atau mengikuti perkumpulan tersebut? Mungkin mereka ingin dibilang keren, biar ga kudet dan biar kewl…zzzzzz -_-
Mungkin mereka agar tidak kesepian. Ye knew they hadn’t friend even one friend..poor you bitch! T__T
Kenapa mereka sampai tidak punya teman? Apa gara-gara sifat introvert nya? Sehingga dia menutup diri terhadap people?

Why? Why???

Jika kalian bertanya sama aku, apakah aku seperti itu juga? Well, Aku rasa hal tersebut sudah berlalu bagiku. Ya, aku sudah melalui hal-hal seperti itu, when I was in school. So sad, but, aku gamau selamanya ter-alienated kan, aku move on dong, aku keluar dari zona alienated itu. Dan alhasil aku ga jadi alienated. aku jadi priority. How happy I’m. thanks God, aku jadi punya banyak teman yang menghargai aku, love me, and care about me. betapa indahnya hidup aku, always make me laugh loudly everyday, everytime. i love my new friends. they called cherrybele. haha so alay rite but happy inside.

Aku memilih sendiri jalan hidupku. Sebenarnya sih aku able buat tentuin jalan hidupku, tapi kadang banyak pressure dari berbagai hal sehingga itu menghalang-halangi aku untuk mencapai goals ku!
What should I do? Apakah aku harus jadi pemberontak? I think no
Kadang jika aku berontak, segala sesuatu yang aku pilih akan menjadi sebuah penyesalan, maybe ada konspirasi dibalik itu semua. Hmmmzz.. doa mamak pasti di ijabah! T_T
Be different is never going bad, because different is unique.

“Bukankah melelahkan jika selalu ikut tren? Apalagi hanya dianggap keren.
Maka, jadilah seorang pembaharu, biar orang lain yang ikut meniru.”
-NajwaShihab

How cool banget kan???
Come on guys, let’s being a trendsetter!! Because it"s fun!
Jangan takut jika beda, takutlah jika sama. :)

Jumat, 16 Juni 2017

start a brand new day

Hi all my viewer
now im back from this daily activity, so long and goodnight i left this for a while becuase i lil busy. hehehe.. pardon me guys!!
after 2 years i guess for this wonderful, amazing, and fascinating years for me and exactly you all need to share each other. I don't know what am I talking about. haha forget it


Start from where?
ok i will tell a story from me.. surprise party from me.. i need a trash rite now..
omg there is something bad happened when i start this.. i'll be back.. *run to toilet*
I'm back, i will tell you how I dissapear from a while, what happened to me and what's going on me..
at least I'm very well here.
Once upon a time i feel lazy to write, I lost my passionate, my encourage-self, my spirit, everything are gone and flew away like a clown.
because i through in wrong way, wrong path and i fell into the abbys, so sad, rite.. sad story but true story.
I try to study hard, learn more and more, everyday i captioned it to my note but it's not worth sharing, i think just keep it in my mind.
a good news is coming. I'm graduating  from my college. i'm Bachelor of Law. i'm so happy, my family come to my graduation day.

see you later!